I'm going to try not to be cynical and miserable, I really am, but 2014 was not a good year at all. I was procrastinating terribly, I got a social media addiction, I was basically living vicariously through youtubers really. I didn't do any work from home and I don't think I completed any games. And why on earth did I buy battlefield 4. I don't even like those games lol. meh.
I don't feel great right now cos I'm still trying to get to grips with the contract and lease to do with my flat. Honestly together it weighs well over a kilo gram. There must be 200 something pages here, and it's written in, like, Shakespeare or something. I get really paranoid cos you know... the devil's in the detail. So that's got me quite down, but I can't let these people take me for a ride, I'm so peed off at people always taking advantage of me. <huh>.
Some good news, my car passed its MOT. the first piece of good news I've had in ages.
Anyways, new years resolutions, I feel better about the future because I think I know what I'm aiming for.
I don't think I have to put don't use social media anymore as I seemed to have broken that habit :
- is MOVE out of this GOD DAM house. So fed up, gaaaahhh. it's been like almost 7 years I think since University, enough is enough.. And ....breath....
- is actually make a game, actually, make two at once, it's viable, I am that good.
- start youtube channel, maybe 2, one personal and one game playthroughs and reviews. Not sure about music that could go in personal and game tutorials should probably go in the gaming one. Might call it Devinity Studios as that's what I want to call the (virtual) company
- Go to Gym or at least until my general health gets better then switch to doing it at home. It's physiological really, it's easy to do exercise at a gym where I will just put it off at home. Also Yoga
- Go to meetups, there's about 5 I think. Get social and hopefully develop a knack of talking to strangers and learn to improvise and not be awkward all the time. Maybe do improv class???
- Start doing electronics with the Arduino and The Banana Pi (Rasberry Pi on steroids)
- Make a social media website. Oh yer I almost forgot. I came up with an idea for a site that seems really obvious to me but I'm not aware of it being done so I might try and knock up a noddy site to test the principle and try and get (geeky) people's opinions, it's a site for creative people. I need to learn how to make profiles though, I assume people use MySQL.
- Deffinatly do archery. I've done archery twice before and I really like it. My hand eye co-ordination is not once what it was me thinks. Let's be honest I want to be an elf mage, archer. Do those even exist. Cast spells on the arrows dude, explosives and diseases and what have you. All the long ranges and also I haven't done a sport since school that was 2001 <cheesy grin>
Oh and Comic Con is this May but I'm not going by myself, I need to recruit geeky adventures if I'm going to any more conventions is makes all the difference, last comic con was pretty awkward and it kinda ruins the experience. WHAT CAN I SAY I'm a delicate flower. Deal with it.
Oh and major good news. The first major revision of an OPEN SOURCE alternative to Unity called Godot has gone live. I mean holy crap, that's a game changer, bu dum dum. ha I'm funny... sometimes. I haven't touched it yet but I may just go with that one
Oh and I wrote a list a while back about future stuff to get, I can't find it though, I think a new PC was on it. I don't think this PC can handle modern games whilst streaming. It is about 6 years old now to be fair, I don't mind replacing it. But I have got to get a decent digital camera for recording ma face doe.
Peace
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